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Alone


Did you ever feel you are so alone eventho you've been surrounded with many people? Mesti pernah kan. That is what i feel this lately. Rasa kosong, especially bila tengok orang happy gelak gelak. I did not say yang life aku sekarang tak happy but honestly, i feel so alone. I have many friends, happy family yet still alone. Bila teringat zaman "happy" aku dulu, serius rasa rindu.

I just want my happy life back.

Tapi semua tu dah berlalu. I'm getting older, getting serious with life. Ada banyak tanggungjawab nak kena pikul, bukannya asyik nak seronok. I do pasrah with all this but sometimes terfikir jugak, sampai bila nak macam ni.

This shitty thing getting worst bila waktu nak tidur. Suasana sunyi and aku jadi overthinking. I cant help myself from being emotional and sometimes tears come out. Rasa bodoh pun ada but I cant control it. Menangis sebab benda yang dah jadi, susah nak ajar diri untuk redha.

Fck.

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